happy birthday.

Even though i can’t meet you on this special day, but still i would like to wish you a very happy birthday.

kor hai ter mee kwaam sook … tao nan … chan gor sook jai.

imy.

i want to go see you so much right now =(

ha…chew!

I’m the 4th person getting the flu virus in the family. It just came at the wrong time man! Role play tomorrow. I don’t know how am i going to do it if  i’m still sneezing like nobody business.

HA…CHEW!!!!

see, here it goes again =(

Oh, my best friends(tissues) come to me now!

 

see you no harm, no harm see you(=

jat jaa daa daa jat jat jaa daa daa hoow…

jat jaa daa daa jat jat jaa daa daa hoow…

okay today i’m like listening to this song over and over again.

seriously it makes me so high everytime i hear it.

especially yesterday. it’s like another happy day(=

great to see you once again.

although we didn’t get to talk alot, but having to see you again just makes me so high high up to the sky!

doubt no more.

Many ask why the doubts. I guess probably i worry too much. Why doubt? Why worry right? I’m so going to just have all the fun i can.

LET’S ALL HAVE FUN TOGETHER(=

stuck on you.

Time flies and now you’re back again. Am i happy or am i not. I don’t know. I’m totally stucked in this mixed feelings once again.

Looking at pictures and listening to the songs that you used to sing just make me want to go see you so much right now. I’m not sure if i’m prepared to go find you yet, and i know the closer i get to you, the harder it is for me to walk out from it again.

Can i? Can i not? Am i? Am i not?

leng is happy and happy is leng(=

SEE THIS??? T-shirt from SPEED’s concert!!! All thanks to MJ and Ken. They flew to Japan to watch SPEED’s recent concert! How cool is that? I’m so jealous and so jealous am i.

BUT at least MJ was super nice enough to help me get some products from the concert. Here’s the handphone strap, tissues, brochures and T-shirt(above). Also, there’s a poster! Too precious to roll open the poster to take a picture.

And so today, i wore the T-shirt to school!

Happy day (=

to a friend out there.

Everyone has their own stories to share. Tell me who doesn’t  have to worry about anything? No matter how happy a person can be, there are always things hidden deep down in his/her heart.

We all need a friend to share all our sorrows. You may think that others don’t understand you, but have you ever give anybody a chance to know you? To know what exactly you’re going through?

Share your every bit of sadness with somebody. You don’t have to act as if you’re okay or act as if you’re happy. Even a baby knows how to cry when she/he is in pain. Whether or not, you’re a male or a female, if you’re sad, just cry out loud.

Now you’ve got to learn to step out into the world. Learn to share what’s deep down in your heart. A step at a time my friend, don’t have to rush. A baby only knows how to cry before he/she learns how to start talking. So do the same, step out.

Anyway, just want to let you know that life is like doing hundreds and thousands of multiple choice questions. There are questions that are easy, but at the same time, there are questions that are really difficult. It may even be questions that you have never seen before or thought that it will be tested. Sometimes, we answer these tough questions correctly, there are also times when we answer them wrongly. Whenever we made a wrong decision or we made a mistake, it’s like we failed to answer them correctly.

During the exams, some people may pass and some may fail. But only when we go through tough times/failures like these, then we start to grow and learn.

Life is never easy, and it will never be. Nevertheless, we learn to see things in a different perspective. No matter how tough life is, we need to go through it.

Lastly, want to let you know that i may not be able to turn your situation around, but definitely my ears are always ready to hear from you (=

the “feel-so-long” holiday.

This “feel-so-long” holiday is ending soon. School will resume tomorrow. Somewhat i wish for school to start real soon, as the thoughts of hanging out with my classmates and learning Japanese make me feel so eggcited about school.

This holiday seems long because i did like many things that i’ve wanted to do during school days. Kind of like fulfilled quite alot of things. Working, catching up with friends, drinking like mad, my 21st birthday celebration, spring clean my room and bla bla bla…

So…

when Leng is back to school…

she will have to say…

bye to late night sleep.
bye to nightlife.
bye to everything =(

then…

welcome the stupid alarm that wakes her up every weekdays.
welcome the draggy path to school.

and…

say HELL-LOOOOO to SCHOOL!!

it’s changing, isn’t it?

when time changes, people and things around us change too. the place, the things and the people somehow don’t feel/look the same as how it used to be.

sometimes we hope that we can turn back time. turn back to a time when everything was so fine.