the man that never fails to make me feel so love.

You’ve been gone for 4 days already. Until now, i still can’t believe it. Exactly 1 week ago we were still talking and joking. Life is really unpredictable. But i know it would be better for you to go. No more pain and sufferings. And for us, we’ll probably need more time to accept the fact that you’re no longer with us physically.

Recalling all the good memories in the past makes me tear. Although we are not blood related, but i know you treat me just like how you treat your own niece. I’ll never forget that you’re the first person that gave me a Christmas present. You will bring me to your family celebrations. Birthdays, Christmas and dinners. Seated in your car on the way to your house, getting so excited to spend time with you and your family. Having to eat all the yummy food prepared by your mum and relatives. Play with your nephews and nieces. You will also bring me out with Auntie Alice and Marvin for dinner and supper. In the car driving, you never fail to make us laugh with your jokes and riddles. You were the one who got me in love with spring onions and Long John Silver. I really miss those old good times. These are the happy moments that you’ve brought me, and these are the memories that i’ll keep right inside my heart.

God i pray that you’ll take good care of him. Goodbye Uncle Frankie, you’ll always be kept inside our hearts. You rest in peace.

我們都傻.

现在的我还在期待会有奇蹟出现.

我的心真的很痛.

i’ve been thinking alot lately. after so many years, i know it’s time for me to put everything to an end. but why do i feel so much pain even when i’ve already decided to end this misery?  i’m trying so hard, really hard. but why does it seems like i still can’t get over it?!!

if only you knew.

I did it again. The more I tell myself not to go into your Facebook, the more I want to. The more I see, the more I miss. I miss the time when we used to spend together. Most importantly, I miss your presence.

I wish you were here right beside me.

peace is all i ever need.

why do i have to be the one giving in?? sometimes i just hate talking to every single one of you.

i doubt.

Are we family or are we not?

never the same.

Many things changed during the past few months. I would say that the people changed too. Soon the environment will change also.

drama.

life is a drama, and my drama continues.

life.

are people getting weaker or life is getting tougher? life is a perspective. whether it is easy or hard depending on how you look at it. a classic example would be a glass of water filled with half full of water. the pessimist will look at it as half empty, but the optimist will look at it as half full.

looking at the people around me I realized many are not contented with their life. they tend to complain about the things and people around them.

one thing i always remind myself when life is getting hard on me is that, I’ll compare myself with the blind. they can’t see the world and the people they love but I can. I can see what I want to see. eat what I want to eat. live my life interestingly even though there are things I may not be able to do or play. so what is there to complain about?

definitely life is always full of ups and downs. but when you’ve got the perspective right you will be able to live a good and exciting life!

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